Now  i  know  how  empty my days are without school. I'm always complaining  about  having  school but now i really miss school. I really miss those times spent in school with my fellow mates.

If only...  if  only  i'm able to turn back time, i will definitely study much harder  and  enjoy  schooling  as  much  as  i  can.  With  my current GPA, i don't know where to go, really.

I'm  really  troubled  with  what  to  do  after  NS. Should i pick up study again? Go to work? Or sign on in the army?

Big big decisions to make..